Dotta's Quotes

Hello there Landers! I come back! Haha, I think I need to share you my fave quotes from Dotta's (Dindott's) blog. So, check it out!

Source : Kotak Merah

• "Will you stay awake for me?". Dia jawab, "Of course i will". ("Will you stay awake for me?". He answered, "Of course i will".) -Dotta
• Maybe the best day of my life. When I clicked 'Start new chat' on Omegle I never could have imagined it would lead to all this! It was ssooooooooo unlikely we would ever meet, but we did, it is like fate or something; whatever it is, thank you! -Joshua
• In a few years we can look back at these times apart and be happy, our relationship will survive the distance easily and it will prove that we have true love. -Joshua
• Namun aku lupa bahwa Tuhan memiliki kemampuan untuk menjadikan sesuatu yang paling tidak mungkin menjadi mungkin. (But I forgot that God has a power to make impossible things become possible.) -Dotta
• Kau dengan mata birumu, aku dengan mata hitam kecoklatanku. Kau dengan rambut coklat keemasanmu dan aku dengan rambut hitam-tak-pekatku. (You with your blue eyes, me with my black brownish eyes. You with your brown blodish hair, and me with my not-so-black hair.) -Dotta
• Meskipun aku menemui banyak sekali rintangan yang harus aku hadapi. Tetapi aku teringat dengan apa yang pernah Socrates katakan bahwa, "Hidup yang tak teruji adalah hidup yang tak layak untuk dihidupi." (Although I have face many problems in my life, but I remember what Socrates said that, "The unexamined life is not worth living.") -Dotta
• Pencarian jalan keluar memang takkan pernah sia-sia. Cukup percaya kalau kita pasti bakal menemukannya... (Seeking the path to take us out from problems will never be useless. Just trust that we'll find the way out...) -Dotta
• Karena kalau nanti kubuka kotaknya, aku akan merasa kau tetap berada disini, disampingku. Di dunia yang sama-sama kita ciptakan untuk selalu bersama. Tapi setelah aku tutup lagi, aku akan kembali lagi ke kenyataan dimana kau jauh disana, tak bisa menyentuhmu, tak bisa memainkan rambutmu, kehilangan tawamu, dan tak merasakan kau bernafas di dekatku. (Because when I open the box, I'll feel you're still here, beside me, in the world we made to always be together. But then when I closed the box, I'll come back to the real life where you're not here, far away, I can't touch you, I can't play your hair, I lost your laugh, and I can't feel your breath near to me.) -Dotta
• I love you more than anything, I swear I'm crying. -Dotta
• Dinda, I think that you are the most special girl in the world, I travelled 20 hours to meet you and I have had a wonderful time. You are my dream girl, I can't wait to marry you my love. I feel like the luckiest boy in the world each time I think of you. My heart belongs to you Dinda. I love you so much!"
  
  
  
  
  Dinda, I love you.
  
  
  Forever. 
  -Joshua
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  It's... emotionally make me feel like I was just reading a fairy tale from somewhere far far away... :')
  
  
  
  

Joshua & Dindott's Anniversary

Hello Landers!
How's life? Hope everything's going fine.
Btw, so sorry for not posting stuff these days. Geez, it's a bit busy in RL 
And I also change things in my blog too, since I think that my blog needs refreshment 
This time I want to tell you that this month is MAY! Well, everyone knows that.


SIIING... 


Anyway, that's not the point. The point is : it's JOSHUA & DINDOTT'S ANNIVERSARY! 

After on May 4th is Conan's birthday, and on May 13th the Twins Harries being 20 years old, now it's timw for me to prepare for the most fave couple of mine's anniversary! Yeay! 
I have a mission of giving them something. I've been working this project about a week. And I hope they'll like it 
I'll post the project here once done. I promise you guys! 
But please don't think that I'm doing a 'huge' project. No, I'm not. It's not that complicated. It's just a simple suprise for them... That's all.
O yeah, I forgot to tell you guys why I really love this couple. Their love story is awesome. When you know the story of them, you'll definitely say "Omg, it's impossible! That was only happened in fairy tale!". Yeah, that was the first comment I said when the first time I read their story. The most interesting fact about their relationship that they know each other from omegle. You know? The most f*cking b*astard chatting place where you'll find pervert and nasty people. Omg, I can't get it.
And btw they're going to celebrate their 3rd Anniversary on May 26th later  They've been running their relationship over almost 3 years with thousand miles distance. Indonesia to England... 
Wanna know further about their story? Check it out on Dindott's blog guys. Here's the link : Kotak Merah
I love them, I love how the way Dindott wrote the story of her life, I love all about them. Try to seek out their story and you'll know why I said, "It's just like in fairy tale".

And for some informations, here is the link of my fave posts from Dindott's blog :

• Hidup Bagaikan Dalam Dongeng (Like Live In Fairy Tale)
• Sepenggal Kisah Yang Belum Mati (A Piece of Story Which Isn't Dead Yet)
• Bolehkah Aku Sekedar Bercerita? (May I Tell You A Story?)
• Between Me and You

Those are the story of them. Others posts in her blog is also usefull stuff to check out.

So, what are you waiting guys? Come visit her blog! 

Ok, that's all. See ya on the next post Landers! 

I've Decided

Now, I dont want to think about college or course anymore. I'll just let it all go. They will come to me if they're my destiny, right? From now on, I just want to focus on my hobbies : drawing and travelling.
That's all...

My Silent Anger

When I was a child
I was too young to decide what's the best for me
I couldn't choose what I want
I just did what adults said, did what they think good for me, did what people ask me to do, and so on
So I wait...
Wait until I'm old enough to decide things by my own
Wait until I'm able to choose what things that I want to do and not
Then year by year passed
Here I am now
Being older enough for those things I've planned in my past
But still can't decide for myself
And still can't choose what I want
I can't be mad to God
I know that
But somehow I'm mad at this situation, I'm mad at my life
Isn't that seems like I against God's destiny?
If you're asking me that question, then I'll answer : whatever
When I'm three years old
My parent brought me to a playgroup to start my new school life
While for me playgroup is not that important
Why? Then try to campare it with going to college
Which one do you prefer?
You know the answer
Then when I grow up and turn to eighteen, I even can't see myself having such a dream to go to college
While almost all of my friends go there
Studying
Making friends
Making experiences
Lot of fun
While me... I'm working
You know what make me feel angry the most?
When one of my brother graduated from High School
My parent offered him to choose
Choose what to do for his future
A briliant future if only he had not done such a stupid decision
He can choose : go to college or take a course
You know those spent lots of money
But he JUST have to open his f*cking mouth and say what he want at that time
How hard is it???
OH MY GOD
Just by saying a couple of words and... VOILA
He can get things what I wanted the most
And my other brother
His father had decided to send him to Netherlands to be chef
All of the things which involve money will be his father's responsibility
All like air ticket, visa cost,  living cost, bla bla bla
And his father offer him a job as a chef
A job that he really wants the most
He JUST have to say 'yes' and... VOILA
He can reach things that I dreamed the most
But my first brother choose to marry a young girl and have a daughter
And a few years later, they divorced
My other brother decided to marry my cousin and leave his dreams
JUST as easy as that they throw things I WANTED the most
Just as easy as that
They just have to say words...
OMG, I still can't believe this
Oh damn, I'm crying in my office
Sh*t
Just a few words and... voila
Their dreams will come true
But me...
Look at me now
I'm here
Suffering with all things that happened to me since I'm old enough
Suffering from about decade ago
I almost stop going to school when I'm still in my Primary School
I almost can't go to High School
And when I planned to go to college
After I graduated, I still can't go there
So I worked and decide to take college by the next year
But still it can't be reached
So I worked my Plan B : take a course
I've planned that since December last year
And it's almost final that I can learn something
Eventhough it's only from a course
But you know what?
It cancelled
Yeah, just as easy as that
What's the reason?
Simple
It's about money
I don't have enough money
Neither do my Mom
And I can't blame her for this
See?
While my brothers had HUGE CHANCE with F*CKING EASY WAY to chase their dreams, they ignored it
While me? I have to pull out my tears of blood to make my dreams come true
Or maybe I should kill myself to make it come true?
Oh damn, look at me
When I was a child :
I had money, but didn't understand about future life
Now when I'm old enough :
I totally understand about future life, but I don't even think about having enough money for my daily needs
Now you can know why I hate my brothers for some reasons
But all I mentioned above
I never spit it to any of them
Nor my Mom, nor even my family
I never shout it infornt of their face
I never think that telling them will be a good idea
I just keep it
Keep it deep inside my mind
Deep inside my heart
This is the way I show my silent anger...

Old and Latest Arts of Mine

This is my arts, arranged based on from the oldest until the latest arts I've made...

Enjoy the ride Landers! 

This is Amanda. A main character in one of my short stories. She's an Indonesian, lives in Jakarta with her two (twin) brothers and two (twin) little brothers. I've never show the story to anyone except to my besties and my cousin... Maybe oneday I'll publish it 

Because I'm one of Harry Potter's stories fans, so don't be mad if I made a Harry Potter's girl version. LOL.

I have no purpose on drawing this one. Just doodling hehe. But maybe I just want to try my new drawing sign (look at the right down corner). Look like a fox? Well actually it's a squirel... I have a bit history with that animal :3 I will reveal it one day... soon! 

This is my fave latest arts. LOL. Play Harvestmoon game (Back to Nature), and you'll know who is Cliff...

(The insane conversation in my wild mind) 

Me : Cliff! Stop it! Gimme back my glasses! (trying to take back my glasses)

Cliff : No way. Take it if you can, my dear~ (pulling my hand make me become closer to him

 and... CHU. he kissed me )

Me : Cliiiiiff!!! (>///<) You're going to make me murdered by your fans! 

Oh dear, Oh God, Oh my, he called me MY DEAR!  (ignore this)

My Journey - Part 2

Places in The Ship While Cruising!

Ship Fact

Ship Name : Star Virgo Cruise

Gross Tonnage : 75,338 grt

Length : 268 m / 879 ft

Width : 32 m / 106 ft

Average Cruising Speed : 24 knots

Maximum cruising speed : 25.5 knots

Number of Stabilizers : 1 set

Bow & Stern Trusters : 3

Full Satellite Navigation System : 2

Number of Cabins : 935

Passenger Capacity (based on lower berths) : 1,870

So, are you interested to go cruising Choico? 

Besides, there are also Super Star Libra, Aquarius, Gemini, and Pisces Cruise. They're in one company called as Star Cruises. They operated in Asia region. If you decided to go cruising one day, you may visit it website : Star Cruises . If you need a general explanation, you can ask me by YM : Choi SH . And for you Choico who lives in Indonesia, if you want to book a cabin, you can call my company (which I work for) by contacting us : D**D*** . Hope this post can help you make a new experience Choico (holiday above the sea! Yeah!)! Wait for me on the next post!